red roses in the snow

It has been such a long day for me yesterday. Mum and dad went out, one sister went to camp, the other went to school, the little one slept under the bed and the bf need to work. I was practically pacing in my room, looking for things to do to cure the boredom. Halfway I gave up and ended up reading books that I've read umpteen times. When four pm striked, as if my body was a remote control, I switched on the tv and watched hindi movie at vasantham central. Not again, I told myself. It's the same movie I've watched several times before; that girl named miss lucky negi. Indeed lucky for me, salman khan was in the movie.

Today was different. I head out to compass point to have a short lunch with that someone. Then returned and borrowed a few books. While I was busy browsing, that someone was busy reading malay comics (read: ujang). It was supposed to be a very short date but I get to spend almost four hours with him. Not bad at all. At least something compared to nothing right. Haha.

Now, I'm having calculative thoughts. Very hard enough to cipher that I can't merely decide which weekend's day I want to watch mr bean's the holiday. Haha. I was torn because dad wants his whole family at a chalet this weekend and on the other the bf needs his work schedule by tonight (so he can rsvp me). I still got another four hours to decide. Shouldn't be hard enough right? I'm hoping for a win-win situation here.

Oh, I'm screwed.