I felt guilty. I have guilty conscience now and it's not the greatest feeling in the world. What happens is that a friend from Sri Lanka called me. She actually called me from her own handphone and wasted her rupees just to call me.

She called me.

And I simply overlooked that kind of friendship I've forged. I have not forgotten her but I just overlooked the importance of calling her or even mail her. I might have been busy but that should not be a reason. However I've used it as an excuse and way of explanation to her anyway.

Oh my GOD.

From far, she asked me how I'm doing. Even some of my friends here didn't ask me that. No offense. I feel gratitude and at the same time I feel I didn't deserve this. Not this attention. She's a good friend.

I will write to her. I will call her. I promise.

Besides, I have another guilty conscience coming in. I know this is not part of my important necessities but I bought it anyway. I just have to have it. Ignorant? I know.. but it's too quaint and lovely! Blame the designs.. Paul and Joe makes me feel I need to have it all.

Paul and Joe Sparkles Lipstick

That's it. I plead guilty.