Don't dwell in the past, that's what most people would say about dissapointment. I used to be so negative, so pessimist and so ultra sad about what happened to me back then. But ain't that part and parcel of life? It is like a cycle that you have to go through and in the end it's either you manage to be in control of it or you break down.

I came across my old diary, a real old one that I almost forgot I even had. I was persistent at first to even open it and read the contents cause I know it'll open back old wounds and also nice memories. Then I ask myself why I should be afraid of my past? It has shaped me for who I am now and it's a role model for me on improving myself for the future.

So there I was, reading my diary in the warm mid afternoon. Halfway through, I couldn't brave myself to read anymore. It reminds me of the old love I have. How I wish back then I knew how to walk away from the troubles in my heart. But a past will always be a past.

I'm looking forward for my future and the present I'm living in. I am thankful enough that I didn't make the same mistake yet and I'm hoping that it will stay that way. I'm glad, Mr Right came galloping my way and save me. Almost 2 years and we are sailing beautifully. Though at times it may be rough for us but I know I can still count on him. It makes me teary eyed when I felt so blessed.

Thank you Mr Iskandar, you made my day again. This song just describes how I felt right now.

I had a dream that I

Was falling from the sky

At 90 miles an hour

I was bound to crash and die

But out of nowhere you came and rescued me

There must be some grace in the touch of your face

I'm so happy that I've found you

I'm no longer afraid

Oh cause you

Save me from this place

Heaven knows I'm falling

For you my sweet embrace

Heaven knows

Heaven knows I've been waiting

For you..

[Save Me by Corrinne May]