:: Haiya ::

This past few days has been montrous to me. My red light has been affecting me emotionally. Sometimes I hate getting these menses, I'm more at vulnerable state than I'm used to be.

About d Sri Lanka trip, dad's at home already. Discuss w him and mum last nyte to confirm more and he's so worried about d security dere. About d PM getting bombed & missing people, d Tamil Tigers..haiz. However, my parent just needs some assurance from the skool to take care of us w responsibility. Juz hope I can persuade them to let me go. However, its goin to be a sad trip for me coz I'm leavin on my b'day. Away from family and my loved one, its just bring tears to me whenever I tink about it. Boohoo...

Skip class halfway..again. I don't feel easy, no mood..I just feel worse. I've been breathing again after submiting the report and I'm flattered actually wen Kok says that Mr Martin told him that our report submission was packaged so very nicely..haha. We're aiming for a bit of extra pts if we can..hehe. However, need to muster up all my energy to present next Tuesday. Juz hope for the best.

Went home and find the comfort in Baby Isa. D cute bundle welcoming me w d cheeky smile. He's growing more tembam each day & whenever I looked at him I feel at ease. He's been getting naughtier each day and we had some mushy baby talks oftenly..hah! He started to recognize me and boy he very pantang if he sees me wearing tudung! He wants me to take him out. Tsk2.. Will miss the baby..