:: I will understand ::

I will understand, why I need to sacrifice my time of not being w my baby. I know it will be for our best eventually. I just hope the fairytale will end with "happily ever after".

I will understand, the pain of a 72 yr old man moaning w pain when being stuck w needles & complaining bout the hole in his stomach. Though it hurts to see him in pain. It just brought tears to me when I visit him, & the domino effects on my aunts.

I will understand, I need to please my parent. If not for them I won't be in this world, enjoying the pleasures in it. I shall make them proud of me, someday.

I will understand, the purpose of my life and that I know GOD has something planned for me.

Someday I will understand

In God's whole plan

And what He's done to me

Oh but maybe, someday I will believe

Then I'll finally see

I'll see it all in my baby..

I heart you IS..

through darkest time, I find solace.