I'm having deep thoughts about my future. I feel that I have reached a certain phase of life whereby my maturities are increasing and I had to be more serious in making decisions. Though I still think that I'm too young and I need to enjoy more.. ;) but time sure flies by fast and I had no control of it. Without me noticing it, everything had changed. Absolutely everything around me! It won't be the same again.. those sandy playgrounds.. I really miss my childhood times but I can't look back to my past. Those were the times that will stay memorable in me.

What I had dreaded has finally come. I'll be in my 3rd, final year in just 7 wks time & thats not a short period. And when it comes, I have to be ready with what I'm planning to do afterwards..after getting my diploma that is. I've had a firm belief in what I'll be persuing and in that I hope that my loved ones will be supporting me for whatever decisions that I make. To my beloved dear, insyallah our "jodoh tak akan ke mana" ;) We will be tying the matrimonial knot when the time comes & I'll be the happiest lady by then..Patience, perseverance & understanding is what we need. Though sometimes thinking of married life scares me. But I'll survive with him by my side. ;) This is too good and soon to be true.. Gosh!

I acknowledge, my thoughts are too condensed & concentrated now. I've been doing a lot of thinking and my end results: drowsiness, headaches & those equivalent to it :P

To think of it, I hate to be thinking bout this..

p/s: Baby, I'm sorry for my unsupposed confession last nyte. U know that I'll always love you & that doesn't alter my love for you one bit! I'll always be there for you..